... rainy saturday

so, i found one person to go to morrissey with me tomorrow.. lucky there isn't anyone else who's interested, as i can only find two of my (alleged) four tickets. c'est la vie.. anyway, at the very least, it will be nice to have somebody to hang out with. beyond that.. everything's up in the air. i don't know whether i'm coming or going; i have no idea where i want to be or when or why or how.. from the beginning, i said i'd do this AA style [you know, One Day At A Time], but lately i feel like i'm changing my mind every fifteen minutes, and i have absolutely no idea where to go from here.. all that 'follow your heart' bullshit is pretty much worthless when your heart has its head up its ass.