day one of my new life

stayed in bed 'til 4, then allie came over and we drank (a lot). conor and monique came over around 11 or so, which was fun... i hadn't seen them in ages, and there's never a dull moment when conor's around ... tonight, for example, he huffed some canned air and started shaving my cat. he said he wanted to give him a mohawk; i thought he just meant on top of his head, which sounded cute, so i told him to go for it .. he assured me he would make the cat beautiful, but he started by shaving his sides and his leg. i got a little bit nervous and made him stop, but he swears if i had just let him finish, it would have been like 'a work of art'. obviously. i got a call back about the job i applied for at the new barney's that's opening in copley place. it's a receptionist position, so i don't have to deal with customers, and it's temporary, which is pretty perfect. obviously, since i'm an asshole who never checks her voicemail, i didn't get the message til late, so i have to call on monday and hope it's still available. i just want the discount... and an excuse to get dressed up once in awhile.

ted leo is tomorrow night, and i think i might be going alone.. real cool, right? i need more friends.. preferably the kind who never have plans on saturday nights. i'm going to see sisters of mercy in nyc on monday, and in montreal next weekend. i really just need to get the fuck out of here, and seeing them seemed like as good a reason for a roadtrip as any. i miss new york terribly; i'm driving down early on monday so i can spend some time in the city before the show.. i wish i could just stay there 'til it's time to go to london. fuck this place.. and its big messes.. and its stupid memories.

i'm going to bed.