what just happened five minutes ago

so, i was lying in bed, alone, trying to fall asleep [and very nearly there], when i heard the buzzer ring. i certainly wasn't expecting anyone, but i got all excited because i thought maybe it was something exciting, like a surprise booty call.. or at least a visitor...

it wasn't.

it was nobody.

now i'm awake again and no better off than i was twenty minutes ago.

worse off, in fact, because at least twenty minutes ago i was almost asleep, and thinking lovely thoughts in the process.

now i'm just lonely.


[i know, i know.. "cry me a fucking river"]