whenever i catch myself sitting here doing absolutely nothing of value, which is most of the time, i tell myself that if i'm not going to do anything fun or useful or productive, i should just go to bed.. particularly when (like right now) i am already half retarded, thanks in no small part to the intoxicating combination of utter exhaustion and sheer boredom.

sometimes, when i tell myself this, i listen, and i go to bed.

other times, like right now, i tell myself to fuck off, and then i go to the supermarket.