i love peanut m&m's

i'm not going to go into details regarding the ridiculous fucking bullshit i'm trying to sort out as far as my school here is concerned. i'm not surprised that something like this has happened, and it's a pain in the ass, but honestly, i'm finding it difficult to care about it very much, or to take it as seriously as maybe i should ... i've been in college, off and on, for almost six years .. by now, i've seen it all. nothing phases me. i have dealt enough stupid and unnecessary bureaucratic bullshit and red tape to last me ten lifetimes. i'm a fucking pro. i know how the system works, and i know how to make it work for me. i also know how to make it seem like the school is the one that fucked up, and i'm just the innocent victim, regardless of whether i am or not. that's useful anytime i do something really stupid or absentminded.. for example, forgetting to have a copy of my northeastern transcript sent to the study abroad application i applied to...

(i meant that as a hypothetical example.)

(obviously.)

anyway ... i'm waiting to hear back from them ... i just ran out of cigarettes .. and i'm in the same hotel i've been at every time i've been in london, but the room they gave me this time is incredible .. it has these really high ceilings, and there's a window that takes up all of the far wall ... it's literally at least 8 feet wide, and 12 feet high, and there's a tiny balcony on the other side of it. it's gorgeous outside, though it looks like it's getting a little cloudy ... fine by me.. i love london when it's kind of gray and drab, but still warm, and not raining.. i also love london when it's sunny and hot.. or cold and wet.. or on fire, like in 1666.. or under aerial bombardment, like in world war II... you get the idea.